Feud

Getting in touch with you was never easy. And it is almost like a battle to keep you noted of all the progress I’ve been trying to put myself into. My life so far indeed has been changing, and at this point, I am still clueless as to what I should start with. Today marks the day I should probably start to seek happiness for you. Greatly, it hurts, but I have tried all that I could to keep myself sane through this journey. It is painful for one to watch, but to you, I know I am someone you detested so much to the point where you probably wish I never really existed in your life. I cannot reiterate the facts that have happened today so I’m going to leave it on the pretense that it’s all just to make me inferior.

He said, “You have every reason to live, you have so much more things to achieve in life,” the day you called on me. And you reiterate it once more when I wanted to take my life away. No one has said that to me. From that very point I know, you’re someone I cannot afford to lose. Close to my dear heart, even if it means waiting for you to come back, even if it means risking my life, I would gladly come running back to you.

Now as we look back, let’s recall the days that are uncalled for. Today.