Long

Its been so long since I ever type another entry. Too busy and caught up with things, and focusing on finding my self-worth. It is still hard because recollections just keep on passing by, and everywhere I go, is still so hard for me. Nothing really comes easy, and days just keep on passing by no matter what I try to do. I still have to be myself either ways.

Today is T-64 until this blessing come to life. Well technically it could be earlier but whatever it is, I am so excited for the arrival. It feels surreal that this is actually happening to me. And I have to be honest, I really am not ready for anything. And I can see myself struggling for the first few days but no matter what it is, I don’t want to let this be a let down for me. As hard as it could get, I want to give this blessing the best life I never got.

One day if you read this, I just want you to know that I miss you, and that I am trying my very best to make my life worth it. I didn’t want to live through the hardships, but for all those struggles I suffer is all going to be worth it. Thank you for existing in my life and I will forever be grateful. Anytime and anywhere, I will come running to you.